Monday, February 6, 2017

Over-Analyze

Don't google symptoms.  Don't google symptoms.  Don't google symptoms.
How many times do I have to tell myself this???
Slightly frustrated by slow moving medical endeavours to find out why I am now somewhere around a month of unexplained fevers, I went online last week.
With the December/January sickies, food just didn't taste right.  So I was drinking some meal replacement shakes.  They were ones that I had drank before, so I didn't think much of it.  But that was the only thing I could think of that I had done differently thru all this.  So I started digging in to the multi-dimensional universe of the internet.  And I found that the shakes have, in some people, caused some problems.  So I dropped the shakes.  And nothing got better.
From what I read, if there was to be damage, it may already be done.  But then I think, the symptoms could fit so many things, am I really on to anything here?  I don't know.  But I know it's made me slightly paranoid. Grr.
Today though, today was worse.  Today had an increase in several other symptoms that all fit what I had read online.  So then . . . do I call the doctor again?  Do I wait and see if tomorrow is better?  Maybe I overdid it yesterday?  Ok, well I didn't really overdo anything from what a healthy me could do in a day . . but maybe I overdid what this slightly sickly version of me can do?
Today had a lot of desk work.  Tomorrow I have a lot of appointments.  Will I be able to make it?
I see one specialist on Wednesday, but that is for the problems that seem to be stuck in my throat . . unless that is also causing everything else?
*sigh*  I am so over this.
Tonight I am thankful that I can't over-analyze in my sleep!  So that is where I am going!  Off to dreamland to forget about all this crazy stuff.  Sweet Dreams Everyone!

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